I hate having one good day, immediately followed by a terrible one. Today was terrible. It started 6th period...we're doing stuff with radicals. We had a substitute teacher. I didn't get it. I've never gotten radicals. They are evil. My best gal friend chose to ignore me all class period. In 7th period, she didn't notice anything was wrong until the end of class. I just shrugged, not feeling like telling her what was wrong. Honestly, I don't know what's wrong, but I've been depressed since about 1:45 this afternoon. It feels like something's squeezing my throat, and my stomach is in knots...it's a combination of nerves and disappointment, I guess. I dunno. I miss talking to someone, and it's making me feel bad. I dunno. I hate it. You can't be better friends with someone if you never see them...that's my main problem right now. Just missing talking to that person. One good thing happened today, though. I was in the back seat of the car on the way home from my brother's basketball game. I was praying and asked for some little sign that would help me know what to do. I ended my prayer, looked out the car window, and (literally) saw a little sign at a Capuccino/however you spell it shack thing...the sign said something along the lines of, "Love is the sun shining within." Something like that. I thought...wow. You could make it say, "Love is the Son shining within," ya know? Anyway, that was cool...but anyway. There's a Valentine's Dance at school on the 9th...doubt I'll go. Umm...I don't know why I'm posting this. I shouldn't ruin everyone else's day/night/week/year/decade/millennium/lifetime. I just feel really bad and needed to get it out. Hmm...there's a booksale this weekend at the fairgrounds, which is sometimes good. Me being the geek that I am, I'll go (as always). Umm...yeah. Whatever.

~Den-Kara