I have no idea why I'm doing this. For some reason I keep finding myself reading disturbing/depressing things and listening to depressing/disturbing music (i.e. Offspring). I don't like Offspring, don't really know why I haven't deleted the two CDs worth of MP3s, it'd free up some hard drive space. I don't know why I read this depressing/disturbing stuff either. I sit down at my PC with intention to type up some story I wrote last night while sitting on a CRATE that is too tall and using a desk that is too short and a light that causes horrible glare on the notebook I'm using. Then I start Internet Explorer and read something, and I don't know why I'm reading it, or why I haven't stopped reading it. It's not really disturbing me, the stories do enough of that. I'm just wondering if it's just because I'm a total idiot-moron-stupid person, which is what I suspect is the reason.

There was no reason for me to post any of this, except maybe somebody might have an interesting reply, and it gives me something else to do other than reading disturbing or depressing stuff. Somehow I've lowered the number of sites I visit regularly from 8-9 to 2-3. Every single day I come here and then go to AFD. I've read both forum over and over and over and there's never anything new or interesting, I just keep checking it over and over and over.

OK, that's enough mindless babbling. I'm not even sure what I said.

- Atha"idiot-moron-stupid person!"leon