> And I am so tied up in degrees of apparentness
>and
> truth a contradictions upon contradictions that
> I'm going to have to mull this over in bed
> tonight so that the answer can come to me just
> as
> I'm waking up tomorrow morning.

I wish it worked that way for me. What I usually do is think of stuff at night and then wake up in the morning trying to remember all the great stuff I thought up the night before.