> I have just one question right now: Why do I feel like a little kid again? I mean, I'm in college, for goodness sake. I know this is just a feeling that will pass very quickly.



God has been trying to teach me to get my focus off of this guy and back on Him where it belongs. So I guess that's why I felt silly then. I've got to stop dreaming and hoping for the wrong things.
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> Gahalia


I have been having intense mental conversations with myself this week regarding some less than mature directions I've seen my *own* thoughts drifting towards lately. I saw your post here and thought,"ah, a voice *outside* my head on this subject for a change!" :-) We all struggle with things like this from time to time, and your post helped me remember that. Thank you. Recognizing what's childish, & recognizing what pleases God seem to be the first steps out of these tangle of thoughts....

koala"hugs and encouragement"mom