This link doesn't address the thoughts in the majority of your post exactly, but I think that it applies to what you are talking about.

> (Note: PLEASE don't start arguing religion. I've thought so much about religion, and decided it's all malarky. Nothing can change that.)

Here's a question for you: Can you take about 5 to 10 minutes more to think about religion? Not to listen to anyone argue or force any ideas upon you, but just to have someone share with you what they believe. The ideas contained in this presentation have changed my life and I would love for you to give it just a few minutes of your time.

If you or anyone else has any questions, please don't hesitate to email me.

Gahalia