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 Voiceless!!! 
 Sundragyn, on host 142.27.199.22
  Monday, January 22, 2001, at 09:25:39
I've nearly completely lost my voice.  When I speak, I'm condemned to a hoarse whisper at the very loudest.  I try not to speak at all, because it's just easier on my vocal chords that way.  I had to cut out of band this morning because my throat is so dry that playing my sax would have been unbearable.
  I'm learning things, though.  I never realised just how much I use my voice.  I am a chronic self-talker.  Now, I'm lonely without being able to talk to myself or my imaginary friends.  ;)  Normally I sing a lot, humming tunes that have popped into my head, singing on the way home from school to keep my spirits up, as I do my chores, etc...  I can't sing anymore.  I can only mouth the words.  And I miss being able to have long discussions without going into a coughing fit because of the irritation in my throat.
  Oh well.  My voice will come back, eventually.  In the meantime, I have an excuse to not answer teachers' questions, and I have a thermos of chai tea to go with my lunch.  Don't worry, be happy!
  Sun"the Roarless"dragyn. 
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