> > NEVER throw away, delete, or get rid of something you've written.
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> Wow. This is exactly my attitude. [...]
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> S "another keeper of things" am

Um. This isn't exactly on the topic of rant files, and it may be a tad late for me to be saying this. It does, however, have to do with "throwing away" and chucking stuff that one has written, indirectly. The case in point here is myself. For when I think about it, it looks like my exscinding my own words is something I am doing very often. :-(

For example, I seem to be in the habit of writing long (and short) messages on various topics which, for one reason or another, I never actually post. I would guess I'm tossing out three of four messages that I write. And I've been doing this consciously (and unconsciously, I'd imagine) for... erm... two years now? *frustration*

Well, these "stillborn thoughts" aren't actually gone... I think I can drag many of them out of the tape backups of caches at work, if I wanted to. But still! Why am I apparently resolved to doing this?? The themes that I always want to talk about (but which I don't, because I delete them) tend to be about spiritual, cognitive, or highly emotional issues. I don't know why. Perhaps because such posts would go either of two ways; and be either controversial (i.e., engender "long turbid debates on major theological/political/sexual issues"), or they would go in the other direction and be of relevance to only a very few people. Argh. I know I'm getting conflicted here, but I'm too tired. I don't know; maybe you can help me figure this out.