> I've lost the only person I've ever seemed to love. I'm getting brow-beat everywhere I turn by people who are telling me how much I screwed up THIS one. I feel physically, mentally, emotionally sick and deteriorated. Yet, you guys manage to make me laugh. I never get a chance to stew, thanks to Rinkworks. I'm not sure whether to be happy or even MORE depressed.
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> Mi "I'm going to go lie down and cry" key

Mikey,
Laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone. So keep laughing!
Howard